You were everything

You were everything I didn’t expect to find here

I didn’t know how bad I needed you

How bad I would need you now

I wanna say I wish I had never met you

But that would be a lie

I would do it all again, so many times

I trusted you,

I felt closer to you than what good was , I guess

So now I’m alone, left with a broke heart

I didn’t need to find you but I did, and I’m happy I did

But you hurt me more than I had ever imagined

And you know what the worst thing is? I still don’t know the truth.

- CS

Countdown

I am counting the days

Every single day

I want it to go fast

But at the same time, I don’t

I think you could say I am excited

I know you could say I am VERY excited

I am anxious, curious

- CS

You are mine

You are mine now

And I am yours

I love that thought

I love this feeling

To be somebody’s

But mostly to be yours

And to be able to call you mine

Yep, I am proud

I cannot wait to see you again

Though you just left the place

I like you a lot

I love you

I want you

I want to be with you

Laugh with you

Kiss you

Because I now know I can

I know I have the right

Cause you are mine

And I am yours

- CS

Can we go back?

Can we go back to that night we first met?

I really liked that night,

I wanna live it again.

Meet you for the very first time again.

Not that I wanna change anything.

I just wanna live it again,

Cause it was so very wonderful.

Wonderful, to meet somebody as sweet as you.

So can we go back?

- CS

Tomorrow

Tomorrow is what I am looking forward to

Tomorrow is what is making me nervous

It is what makes butterflies take over my stomach

It is what makes me smile.

I cannot wait for tomorrow to come

But at the same time I am scared

I am nervous

But I cannot wait.

I do not think I will get any sleep tonight

I will be wondering about that day

That day that will be tomorrow

And I will be thinking about you.

- CS

Disappointed.

I am disappointed.

I know I should not be,

But I just am.

I am very disappointed!

Am I mean to say I am disappointed?

I mean,

Others did worse!

I should probably be happy,

But I just am not.

I cannot stop thinking about it though.

It is on my mind nonstop.

I wish I had acted differently,

Done something that would change

The situation I am in now.

But I did not,

And now I am disappointed.

Of myself.

- CS

You

I like your smile

It is cute

Your red cheeks

They are adorable

I think I like you

I like your name

I like saying it

Again and again

It is like sweet music to me

And I love music

I like your sweet texts

They make me smile

A lot

I think I am starting to like you

Like really

I think you like striped shirts

You have worn striped shirts every time I have seen you

Maybe it is just a coincidence

Maybe not

But you did in fact look great

I would like to meet up again

To see that cute smile of yours

And those red cheeks

I know I like you

I know I like you a lot

- CS

Let us talk

Can we talk about you

And a bit about me

Maybe about us?

I would like that

No, I would love that.

You could tell me about yourself

I could tell you about me

You know,

I even want to hear the things you have already told me

I just want to talk

I do not care if you think you are boring

I do not think so

I think you are god damn interesting.

Yep, that is what you are

Interesting.

Let us talk

Let us get to know each other better than we already do

Let us find out what we have in common

Let us just talk,

Forever.

- CS

Please.

Please tell me what this is.

Please let me know what you are feeling.

Please tell me if I am stuck in your head.

Cause you are stuck in mine.

Please help me figure this out.

Show me the truth.

Please tell me you like me,

But tell me in what way.

How fast can you fall in love?

Do you know that?

Were you in love before?

Or after? Are you in love now?

Please give me love.

I cannot play hide and seek with love anymore.

Please tell me to leave you the f alone,

Or tell me to stay.

Please tell me what I need.

Cause I do not know.

Please show me.

Please give it to me.

- CS

Kiss.

Kiss me like you wanna be loved.

Cause I do.

Do you?

I want you.

I kissed you.

You kissed me.

And I have never felt something better

Than the feeling of kissing you.

I want to feel your soft plump lips again.

I cannot get them out of my mind.

I do not know if it is crazy,

But I think the kiss made me fall in love with you.

I asked you if you regret it,

You said there was no reason to.

Did you mean that?

Did you mean it when you said I was really sweet?

The kiss is all I think about.

And you.

How about you?

What do you think about?

- CS