Be yourself

In reality, no one cares, they’re just curious.

You want to come in my life, the door is open. You want to get out of my life, the door is open. Just one request. Don’t stand at the door, you are blocking the traffic.

"In life it is much easier to give advice to others than to do it to ourselves."

To be old and wise, you must first have to be young and stupid. So follow your heart, and do what you like. 

The biggest challenge in life is to be yourself in a world that is trying to make you be like everyone else.

But there's only one you and only one me, so let's keep it that way.

Let's celebrate being who we are. 

- CS

Life is like...

•   Life is like a flower. We start as a seed, then sprouts, we get leaves and bud pops out and then we wither.

•   Life is like a flame, that burns. It can burn quietly and slowly, or wild and fast.

•   Life is like spring, summer, fall, and winter. We are born in the spring soil and grows's great for summer fun and laughter. We grow old as the days gets shorter, the hair loses its shine and fall like leaves to the ground. We visions into winter's cold, the heat leaving us and we will return into the soil again.

•   Life is the will to live. Life is the will to be. Life is to be. Death is the lack of will and being.

•   Life is like a train journey; it is about finding its destination. Some choose the safe route and buy seat reservations, while others jump at the first, the best train. There are those who have a clear idea of where they want to go, those who can run high-speed trains from start to finish and those who have to change trains many times before reaching home. And sometimes it runs completely off track.

- CS

Too many feelings in it?

I wish you would see what a cute couple we would be.

People ask me all the time what is between us,

I never know what to tell them

But they always tell me we would look cute together

They say we are perfect for each other.

People keep telling me to invite you to the dance

I just say I might

But really I can’t figure out if I want to or not

It's not that I’m afraid you will say no, okay a little

It's that I don’t really think you deserved to be asked.

You should be begging by my feet

You should be letting me know that you really care

And if you don’t, then let me know that instead of leding me on

I don’t wanna do this anymore if you’re gonna hurt me again

I’m here to have fun, I know I can have fun with you, but is there too many feelings in it?

- CS

My hope

I hope to go away for a few days

Get my mind off of things

Off of you

I hope to see the world

See the happiness in it

The happiness without you

- CS

Our generation.

We, as teenagers living in 2014, don't talk our feelings, we just post it all online. If it's a simple little thought, a stupid joke we made up or something we feel deep inside, we post it. We put it all out there. 

We don't walk up to a person and tell them something we feel or think, instead we tweet it, we blog it or vlog it, we post it in a status on Facebook, we talk to strangers on omegle or whatever other media we might use, we ask ourself a question on Ask.fm and answer it, we Instagram it, we put it in our snapchat stories, we post it on tumblr, some might even make a vine. 

We are very social kids, we know exactly how to use the social medias. But interacting with actual people is another story. Our generation is split up in two categories. Either you are a social kid both online and in real life or, you are only social online. Our fast ways to judge each other has made it harder for us to be ourself, but online we can be whoever we want, we can even be our true self.

- CS

Nothing

If you close your eyes, do you think of me? When you close your eyes, do you see glints of me? I long for your breath, your lips in my ear. We have everything and nothing at all. I don’t know what I should do. I gave you my love, you gave me disturbances. Are we closing down now? Are you done with us? Is there a change that we could see what this could become? Are we ending this now? Or is this how you take it slow? You give me nothing.

Do feel the same, do you feel that I am leaving you? Do you even care? Nobody likes to lose the one they love. Nobody wants to feel like I do now. Led on, disrespected by the one person I cared for the most. Do you care? Just a little bit? Tiny bit? Would you give me answers if I asked you the questions I long for answers of? Would you laugh? I was ready to give myself to you. I still would. But it seem like you wouldn’t. You give me nothing.

I don’t want to say goodbye, I don’t want you to leave. But if you are going to, do it now. I cannot keep playing games. Don’t I deserve better? I don’t even know what is up. What is wrong. Maybe I am just wrong, assuming things like some sick person. I wish you would tell me. I wish I didn’t have to be guessing and end up asking you myself. I wish you would act like you did in the start. I wish you would let me have you. But, you give me nothing.

Seeing you hurt. I want to look the other way, act like I don’t care. But I can’t. My head keeps turning towards you. I told myself not to answer you, but I did. I told myself not to text you, but I did. I told myself not to smile, but when you said hey and smiled that cute smile of yours, I couldn’t help it. I would give you the world, I would move mountains for you. But you don’t deserve it. You don’t deserve my love, or my tears. You give me nothing. 

- CS

Countdown

I am counting the days

Every single day

I want it to go fast

But at the same time, I don’t

I think you could say I am excited

I know you could say I am VERY excited

I am anxious, curious

- CS